A problem of mine

So when I broke up with P I was really messed up, I wasn't sleeping, I was kind of crazy. One night after we had an argument on the phone I just kind of hid out in my room.

That night Sharon called me up, and she tried to talk to me on myspace too, but I was just really heartbroke I didn't want to talk to anybody. The next day I found out that Sharon had passed away, and I felt like it was my fault. Like I should have answered the phone, that all just added to the storm that I was in.

Clay came through and we did the second half of our album, Dedication in like 5 days. That pretty much got me out of the storm for a week but as soon as he left I was back to not sleeping again.

Eventually I started calling girls up and talking to them, and for some reason that helped me to sleep at night.. That lead to some drama because some girls would catch feelings for me when all I was doing was talking to them, but I mean it helped me to get through everything.

Now that it's been like 3 years since I dated P I don't need to talk on the phone anymore to go to sleep, but occasionally I'll have a night where I feel like I need to talk... The only problem is, now I don't have anybody to call..

So I'm looking for a new line up.. Because I don't even have any prospects haha

Dru-P