As I prepare to leave EWU

Today I was kind of wondering about how I'm going to be remembered out here in Washington. As I get ready to leave, I was kind of reflecting on things I did out here. I feel like I've been doing it big from the second I arrived on campus. My freshmen year we did it real big out here, we were everywhere.

Then I got wifey'd up, spent years kind of laying low with girl. In that time it was like I knew everybody and was cool with everybody but hardly anybody knew me. I was everybody's friend in public but outside of shaking hands I only hung out with girl, the track team and that's pretty much it.

I went through that break up and ya'll seen me wilding out for a while. I would go all out in practice hoping that the fatigue in my body would take some pain from my heart. Spent a little while being crazy, and wildin' out. Then I focused on school and handled that business, kind of layed low. I feel like I'm out being crazy, being everywhere again as I get ready to leave.

My boy ran into a celebrity and off of his one meeting with him, he had the assumption that that celebrity was an asshole. Maybe celeb was having a bad day, maybe you were being a groupie or came at him wierd. But that got me thinking, that some people shape their whole perception of somebody off of one encounter. What do people think of me? How do I want to be remembered?

I can see how people could see me as an asshole, I know I threw some touch Pam's when I was heart broke. I know I went into clown mode on several occasions yelling "Pour some drink on that Bitch" and other times I'd actually pour drink on a b@#ch if she got out of line. When I felt disrespected I showed too much heart, or clowned too hard on several occasions. I know some people are going to hate me for that, while others love me for the fact that I don't hold back.

You can spend your life being upset with me because I clowned you, but look in the mirror, you deserved it on 95% of the occasions. I know people are going to remember me for Gamma Phi Garbage, but there's more story behind the track then most care to know.

I guess I would like to be remembered as that native, as real. I kind of got played out here, got done kind of dirty this last year by the first girl that I let get close to me since my ex. After I got played I swear girls were coming out of the woodworks, showing me love. I'm like where were ya'll in the 2 years prior? Timing is everything, and even though I know I'll catch feelings for people I let close to me., I'm still letting all of them get to know me a lot more then I have in the past. I've worked hard for everything I have, I've been through a lot in my life. I've always been dedicated and hard working, ya'll don't need to see that, I don't require anybody to show me love for the work that I put in. One thing people in Washington haven't seen is my love and respect for my family back home, out here I am the only native, out here I am always alone, but out here.. I represent..

I'm thankful to have ever been given the opportunity to get to know everybody. I've always had a lot of fun out here. Got nothing but love and respect for all of ya'll even my enemies. If you know me as Dru-P the nerd, the dope boy, the cuzzo, or that native. Just know to me ya'll the greatest. Shout out to Mike B, Mike D, Ant Shears, JJ, J Love, Quincy, Patrick Chessar, Kenny D, Curtis Suver, E Walt, James Conrick, Pre Married lil kev, G-Money, all the hunnies. Future playboy bunnies, and everybody who owes me money. My roommates Paulson, Zornes, Wags and everybody else.

Nothing but love..